Current mood:

discontent

Please tell me it will change soon.,....
i couldn't lay there awake in that bed any longer tonight.  I still havent gotten to sleep.  i might get back in it, but not right now.  right now im sick and tired.  Sick and tired of being horney and unsatisfied.  tired of of hearing my love complain that she's sick, but not doing anything about it. tired of being mad that nothing ever gets done around the house unless I'm yelling.  tired of seeing the sexiest person on the planet ignore my needs again.  and again. and again. tired of being in the wrong body.  tired of looking at this troublesome piece of flesh that i carry day in and day out in my pants.  tired of telling myself that I'l get lucky tonight and it doesnt happen.  tired of taking matters in my own hands.  tired of this house.   tired of this state.  tired of this state of mind.

Please goddess hear my plea.  change me to my desire.